Loss of interest in Diapers

For the past couple months I have an extreme loss of interest in diapers. I no longer get turned on by my stash. I wear and remove disappointed at my lack of interest. I think this stems back to my strange bluetooth request from "The baddest Mommie". I found the request perverse. I am not a mommie. I am an ABDL. Or at least I was. After that happened, I cannot see diapers the same way. I think I should start looking for a partner. I am a member of several interracial dating sites and don't know if I want to bring diapers into a new relationship? Diapers aren't gettin' it anymore. Advice?

-Lost diaper woman.....I want my fet back!:frown::frown:

Loss of interest in Diapers