First off, it's been quite a while since I've even visited this site, let alone posted here, so hey there.
I have to say, it's kind of surreal posting here again. A lot's happened since I used to be a regular here, for the better mostly. Although now that I think about it, most of the friends that I'd made through this site and used to talk to on an almost daily basis have dispersed, which I guess is natural with internet friends in general. That being said, there's something about the absence of those people in my life, the people that get this fetish and the kind of lifestyle it implies, that's eaten away at me after a while. I don't have that outlet anymore where I could just talk about diapers and the lifestyle that goes with them. I have friends outside the circle who know about that side of me, but it's still difficult to talk to them, since they understand but they don't really GET it, if that makes any sense. I was curious if anyone else has felt this way before, that urge to talk out loud about the taboo side of yourself to people who understand so you can confirm you're not crazy every once in a while. It doesn't have to be about anything in particular, just something as simple as "This Molicare sampler is awesome!" or "Could really use some crinkles and cuddles right about now".
It may feel a bit weird to be here, but glad to be back. For the moment at least.
Urge to Communicate
I have to say, it's kind of surreal posting here again. A lot's happened since I used to be a regular here, for the better mostly. Although now that I think about it, most of the friends that I'd made through this site and used to talk to on an almost daily basis have dispersed, which I guess is natural with internet friends in general. That being said, there's something about the absence of those people in my life, the people that get this fetish and the kind of lifestyle it implies, that's eaten away at me after a while. I don't have that outlet anymore where I could just talk about diapers and the lifestyle that goes with them. I have friends outside the circle who know about that side of me, but it's still difficult to talk to them, since they understand but they don't really GET it, if that makes any sense. I was curious if anyone else has felt this way before, that urge to talk out loud about the taboo side of yourself to people who understand so you can confirm you're not crazy every once in a while. It doesn't have to be about anything in particular, just something as simple as "This Molicare sampler is awesome!" or "Could really use some crinkles and cuddles right about now".
It may feel a bit weird to be here, but glad to be back. For the moment at least.
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